i heard in a movie, "maybe heaven is an instant."
maybe, at the moment of death, you experience the most gratifying feeling ever possible for a being to feel. maybe it's like an orgasm, except deeper and way more meaningful. maybe you die feeling that way.
maybe that instant is an eternity.
i don't believe in heaven in the sense of life after death; i don't believe in people looking down on us and praying and laughing and crying with us. i don't think i even want that...i mean, isn't that what makes life itself so goddamned stressful? death should be peaceful, no? would i love to think i could see *ahem* certain people again? of fucking course...i just can't believe in it.
maybe heaven is an instant.
i just hope they felt it, too.
(for m_o)
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I was just talking to two different people yesterday about this sort of thing.
My conclusion, we spend so much time in this realm, our time here on earth, worrying about what may or may not happen after we die. Maybe we should spend our time here trying to figure out this plane. What if in the next step, we just miss living on earth all the time, cause all we did was wonder about life after death and not living in our time here?
Like you I don't know but I have a hard time buying in to the cliched Heaven thing.
I hope it's out there...something nice and peaceful and beautiful and they are there but somehow I don't believe it either.
ugh.
I hope there is something good at the end.
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