recall

i've been seeing recall info on some bassinet all over the place, and made me think of all the things that get recalled. the first thing i think about is whether i own the thing being recalled.

but recalls really mean something else: dead babies. as i sit there and read the blurb underneath the newscaster, some other family is in hell with a dead baby. when they see the recall it means THEM. every time they see a recall it will be a needle in their heart. i wonder if they will ever place another kid in a toy/crib/contraption ever again.

i wonder if i will ever get pregnant. i wonder how i'm going to live this way...i just am, i guess.